Like there’s nothing inherently wrong with making up a ton of different categories and subcategories and such for yourself but it does make it seem like you’re looking into something wayyyy too much.
Alright so if what my boss/manager/supervisor says is correct then my schedule is all over the place and I have no control over that.
So assuming I get the earliest hour I’d have to get up at like, 3:30ish? That’d leave 30 minutes to eat and get out before I’d have to leave in order to get to work at 5am.
Meaning, assuming the earliest possible, I’d have to be asleep by 7pm every night to make sure I don’t wake up and have vreak through seizures that would inhibit my ability to drive.
Also noticed I lose track of time easiest when playing games and whatnot, so I may just have to ignore that or set a timer or something.
So, tomorrow, in stark contrast to the 8 hours I was supposed to work today( called and told them about the seizures, then asked if I could come in later, they just said to not come in or something. ) I only have 4 hours, which is better than none but, y’know.
I need to stop making these so long but I feel like if I don’t explain stuff people will misread the situation.
So last Thursday I was supposed to come into work between 1 and 5 pm. Not on any schedules, my trainer/superviser didn’t tell me, etc. Just got blamed for that over the phone.
Got terrible sleep last night, slightly seizure activity this morning, barely remember calling them to tell them I couldn’t drive. Blamed for that.
So right now, as a trainee, my schedule revolves around someone who’s schedule I don’t know. Like, bless her heart, she’s not a mean person, but no one told me about Thursday, and as for today: I’ll just gamble in the future. I’ve made it to work before like that, few close calls sure, but if this is how it’s gonna be, y’know?
Took me months to find a job, and I can’t let it go now.
On a unrelated note: I kinda wish I had someone to ask about various things on here.
Like, whos being sarcastic and like why some stuff needs to be I guess.
I’d name specifics but that’d just sound like I’m being a dick.
I do not understand cat. My sister is home and technically you’re her cat, why not sleep on her bed? Why did you decide to do this when I was looking at lewd things a few minutes ago?
Yeah so I definitely wasn’t cool to drive. Glad I decided to hang back. Called up to work about ten minutes ago and one of my coworkers, Rosemary, answered. Gonna call back in a bit to see if I still need to go in, being that the person training me wasn’t in today.
Nah my eyes are kinda wigging out from lack of sleep. I’d chance it but not in addition to the roads being shit.
I don’t think my boss is im yet so I’ll try to contact her later I guess?
Okay. Decision time. Do I push through both the lack of sleep and the rain and traffic to work my first 8 hour day at Starbucks?
The rain would be really nice if I didn’t have to drive, then walk in it.
Four hours of sleep too agh.